This has been heavy on my heart…
How much change can one person go thru in one year?
Perfect job < pandemic
Works in an office < wfh
lives alone < moved in with my partner
Engaged < married
Apt one < apt two
family < discourse
I don’t know why but every year, around the holidays, intense reflection of the year hits me like a ton of bricks. I can’t get out of bed. I have no motivation. I’m anxious about everything and anything. It’s debilitating.
But today I was reminded of this: I need to remember my purpose.
I can’t let what has happened, what is going to happen, other people, things outside my control— disrupt my path. And it’s ok to let go of what is toxic and negative to my path.
If you are feeling anxious, depressed, filled with self doubt— you aren’t alone. You’ll get through it. But the only way out is thru.